Dear Hayley, 

        First off, I hope you've been listening to every song that I placed on each page, because they all are there for a meaning, obviously. So, if you're not listening to the song placed on this page, then you better hit play now.  Lets face it: I have dedicated a lot of songs to you, but I can't really help it because when I hear of a song and I think of you, I need to dedicate it to you. I mean, just look at the play list that I made, which isn't even half done but man, it was hard to make, even if it doesn't look like it would be, trust me, it was. Now, I'm trying to type this with band-aids on the tips of my fingers because I literally ripped off my finger pads when helping my grandparents out in the yard, ha. ANYWAYS, stop getting off topic, wow... I dedicate this song, the one you should be listening to right now, to you the most because every word in it, is one hundred percent true, that it literally hurts me to listen to it. Hayley, there's no denying the fact that we fight like siblings, and we annoying the shit out of each other, but I hope you know that you're the only girl I could ever love the way I do. YOU are the reason why I'm here today, whether you want to believe it or not... you're the only girl who could ever stick by my side with all my problems. I've lost count at the amount of problems that I have, but all I know is that the list keeps going on and on, to be honest, but yet, you know the real me. I have always kept up a high guard, never failing at letting anyone in, but then you came along... you hopped along... looking for a fucking bunny that was white with a little pink nose. The one thing you've never been smart enough to find out is that you're that bunny. The bunny who saved me from my worst enemy: myself. Right from the beginning we have connected, on a level that is astonishing, and honestly, I don't think anyone from that site can say that to the full extent because it's really rare, especially on a fucking website, but we were that one exception, just like we are for a lot of other things, too. No matter what happened between us, no matter how many mistakes we both had made, we managed to get through it, because come on, we're in love and I think anyone can see that. You... you're, like... you're the only one that I'm okay with showing true self to, because I know that you won't judge me or think of me any different. I remember when we first started dating, and I was so scared to tell you anything because I was afraid that you would think of me differently and lose feelings for me or some shit, but look at that, you never did. You accepted me for me, and that's the first time I can honestly say that about a person: online or in real life. You've had an extremely important impact on the person I am today, and I don't think words can thank you enough for that. Even now, you still manage to make me a better person, every day, you teach me something new and exciting, whether it be how to spell, or a world event, you're always there for me, just like I will always be there for you. No one else would understand who I am, or what I've been through, and so far, no one has, besides you, and that only makes me love you ten times more. Everyone judges me, you know? Whether it be for not having a lot of money, or being adopted, or some other crazy reason, I always get judged, and that is part of the reason why I have always hated myself, but you? You came along and showed me that I'm not as worthless as I thought I was, you managed to bring light into my dark fucking world, and every day, you still do that, because talking to you is a blessing. You're a blessing, and I hope that you can say the same thing back to me, (but I'd totally understand if you can't, oh). Because of YOU, I'm going to college soon. Because of YOU, I'm not dead. Because of YOU, I can smile. Along with little things such as being able to spell, and using correct grammar, YEAH! I remember when we first started dating, and even before that, I was always afraid you'd lose feelings for me because I didn't have the best grammar nor spelling, but instead of leaving me, you taught me, wow, that must've mean you really liked me. REMEMBER HOW MUCH SEXUAL TENSION WE HAD, HAHAHA, I'M LAUGHING, WOW. THAT WAS SO BAD, I JUST WANTED TO FUCKING FUCK YOU SO BAD BUT WE COULDN'T, MHM. This really isn't going to be my typical letter to you that's going to be like six or seven pages, because of the other stuff I did, oh. I just wanted you to know that I love you so much, and you mean so fucking much to me, no matter how much we fight, you're going to be the love of my life, no matter what. (ALSO, sorry for using caps, I'm writing this on my microsoft and it's really annoying to have to uncap everything it caps, laziness at it's finest.) I, uh, hope you like what I did... I'm not sure, it's kind of lame... but I had fun, and I remember when I was going to do this before but didn't, and you were all, aw, I wanted a website, so, I decided to do it now... I'm sorry if you were expecting something better, I'm a disappointment to everyone, it's okay. I just wanted you to know how much I love you and HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY, JESUS. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE FUCKING EIGHTEEN, WOW. YOU'RE A FUCKING LEGAL ADULT, HAYLEY... YOU CAN BUY LOTTERY TICKETS ON YOUR OWN NOW, WHOO, HOW EXCITING. I'M DATING AN OLDER WOMAN, I'M FUCKING COOL AS FUCK. This was supposed to come out on your birthday but I wasn't done with it because WOW, IT WAS A LOT OF WORK, OK. I love you so much, literally... I can't explain it. Just remember that. Listen to this song and let it explain it.

Love,

    Will.